I can't seem to do or say anything right anymore for anyone.It's the damn same everyday fighting yelling screamin crying a feelin of not knowing y it happened in the first place.
home feels like well a whole demontion away i look back at the memories now that im upset and i miss it and i cant belive that i was ever that happy that things were that simple kill or be killed love or hate alone or surrounded by people
life is so screwed up that u hav to tell a lie for the truth to come out i lagh at t now that its thats stupid that i got that mad over something like that but hey ive lived a tuff life and i have never let anyone push me around like since my parents treat me that way and i would prevent that if i could for others
is it so wrong to want revenge justice for things that were wrong its not as easy as it once was when i could just cut ur throat and no one dare say anything to me i would be the kind of person i once was not lettin anything go and making everyone afarid of me is better than having them ignore me or step on me
my life in this world isnt any better then the daily events my so called parents treat as there slave to be home when they want so they can sleep not for i can get sleep for them and to check theyre cars for them and cart stuff for them get this for me do that clean that dont say that u hav to do that if u want that u cant u cant u cant my house my rules do wat i say like a damn dog i swear to the gods that one day they well feel the same pain they put upon me for no reason
was i such a bad kid to not be loved to never be good enough for them never be good enough smart enough pretty enough nice enough thin enough to be treated with respect by someone anyone???
Is theyre no one out there?? plz save me from thi hell i beg of u id do anythin to be free of this hell this place of twisted truths fake people untrue love and unachevable goals
i dont care what are u damn humans think about this so dont even bother commenting not that anyone reads this anyway life is short mortal life anyway ur life like my patience for u love is like a fairy tale u hear it everywhere but find it no where cruse all the damn humans for theyre unhonorable lives for ur lies for ur betralys for ur damn stubborn not knowin ur PLACE!!!!
i hate u all and i mean everyword i write no ones cares i hav always known that i was meant to be on my own and hey guess what i sure aint gonna cry over the loss of ur damn company ......so guess wat??
im getting the hell out of here and i aint oming back and then u aint got no one to protect u then lets see how long u last then how tuff u all r hahahahah ur pathatic attempt to live is so funny i actaully feel a lil better about my own hell of a life
Oh and if i have confused any of u all dumb it down for all u humans so u can understand completely
U...R....ALL....GONNA...DIE...CAUSE IM NOT PROTECTING U ANYMORE AND I DONT CARE CAUSE I HATE U ALL.....oh and if i missed out something forgive im SORRY IM NOT SO PERFECT!!!!!!!!!
i hope that the gods take pity on me and end me my brother can take over i care nothing for this worl or it people i wish to go home and forget everything that has ever happend as i have done before
see i relised that i didnt forget about my lives cause of time or what not i forgot because i wantd it that way each life worse then the damn next and ill for get this one just as fast and i shall shed no tears for u i will not dwell on ur memory i wont want to see u or here how u r and i wont miss u
sorry i failed u im sorry im not strong enough and not pretty enough and that i couldnt even do the job i was to do.....
my world isnt pefect but i tried i didnt want anything but love but everything had to be torn away from me promises broken, betrayals, hate, lies , death, pain ,sacriffice, and i did u so others could live............... but i never lived myself.
my sacriffice, ur life, my pain, death and rebirth, time and time again. but i still do it for u, people i dont know a race i am different from and a race that hates me but still here i stand inbetween u two asking nothing from u i just wish i had a life that i could call mine a time i could stay i word that i could call a place to be alone
......................life isnt what you want its what we do~Kira
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