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THIS IS NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART!!!!!!!!IF YOU DON'T WHAT TO READ CUSSING DON'T READ THIS!!!!!!!!!!!

First off,I had the worst day in the history of bad days.So at break,I was doing like I normally do,act crazy,and like I do sometimes,act like an anime charater,but that's not important.Well,I had this freakin little rubber soccer ball,and this boy who calls himself one of my best friends tried to take it from me.I had on my $60 dollar letter jacket that said I had lettered in swimming.So,Mr.supposed best friend, started pulling on the sleve of my jacket,as I was trying to get away.Then a real friend tried to help me take it off,and the b*****d pulled harder!!I had it ripe, and he ran after it.So I was chasing me yelling give me back my jacket.Then he throws it on the ground and starts stomping on it.When I picked it up,alot of the stiching had come out.So I throw the guy on the ground on rocks,and he had the nerve to tell me that didn't hurt!So all during math I cried,so somebody is gonna have to explain to me what she taught.Ok during science,Coach(he's our teach and coach)Took me out of the room and had me explain what had happened.A couple of girls had already told the principle,so I told him he didn't have to worry about it but he had to ask everbody who saw they side of the story.We didn't have class cause it's American Education Week,so the whole time I was destroying paper people gave me,and throwing pencils,pens,notebooks,anything I could get my hands on at people.Then the guy behind me,also a supposed best friend,asked me what made that jacket more than a jacket.I told him I felt like punching him. So the girl in front of me,who also lettered in swimming, started fussing at him.I had stopped crying but when he said that I started again.Then after school,another boy in my class asked to see my jacket.He said if it was his lettered jacket he would beat up that little black boy.I'm NOT RACIST THAT'S JUST PART OF THE STORY.There wer 2 reasons I didn't.1)I go to a private school,and we've only had 3 fights in 15 years.The second and really big one is....I'M A CHRISTIAN!I knew that if I were to beat him up I would upset God.So I did nothing to him.The next time I see him I'll tell the boy I've forgiven him.Writing this helped alot,even if think it didn't.Know to the thing about just being a jacket,it's something you wouldn't understand inless we experience it.I swam more than 10 hours a week for 2 monthes to earn that jacket.It's not like I just bought it,I earned it.I could write a whole essay on this subject,but I won't.Just tell me what you think.