View User's Journal

Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Report This Entry Subscribe to this Journal

this is my story♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠
User Image

♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠and ur now part of it

well....i jus realized today...........now i know y i am so depressed
its cuz i hav nothing to live for
i mean...yes i love family and friends but...like...no one's evr said..."if u died i'd be nothing" lol i know its kinda weird
i mean....when i said it...i wuz like "dont old people say that?" lol
but its true
its like an author writing a book
its hard to write a book if u dont know wat ur writing about
its hard to live a life if u dont know who or wat ur living for
evrything has become so complicated
for those of u who read this and are in my school...well...i know...its hard to believe i'm like this
some people say i jus write stuff like this on my journal to get attention
some people say that i only write this stuff to be emo like evryone
some people say that i only write this stuff cuz i want to impress people
but i dont.........my journal i guess is interesting..but i jus wish life wuznt so complicated
i mean.......like...ur destiny is all planned out
u change it evry step u go
its like those books where u choose the story i guess
but.......the difference is......ur choices are....life...and....death
i'm so young...and yet....i think i hav so many problems
its getting hard to breath...
its like being trap in a box.......thats how i literally feel like
i do the weirdest things for comfort....but is it worth it?
today.....is the day........i wish and want to live life differently........but once again.......i failed last time i said that.....................i guess they say...try try again...and its like riding a bike....but i dont know how to ride a bike lol

· Sat Nov 22, 2008 @ 03:47am · 7 Comments


Community Member «Prev \| Next» Archive \| Home [03/05/11 11:49pm] [02/02/10 02:35am] [12/15/09 04:06am] [12/05/09 07:14am] [11/28/09 04:51am] [11/27/09 10:18pm] [11/25/09 03:58am] [11/18/09 03:34am] [11/17/09 07:25am] [11/16/09 02:23am]

Offline

User Comments: [7]

Community Member

Offline

Sat Nov 22, 2008 @ 03:50am

wow emo-ness
anyway
its later now
and um how?

Community Member

Offline

Sat Nov 22, 2008 @ 04:01am

whatever
but now its later
so tells me!!!

Community Member

Offline

Sat Nov 22, 2008 @ 04:14am

maybe i'll cry and cut myself and attempt suicide and other depressing stuff cause u wont tell me and i wont be ur friend and stuff

Community Member

Offline

Sat Nov 22, 2008 @ 04:24am

oh well that's too bad
lol it's up to you want me to lose blood and a friendship and possibly my life?
this game is fun
I can keep a secret if you can keep me guessing...

Community Member

Offline

Sat Nov 22, 2008 @ 04:31am

its the fun of the game its not if u win or lose
crying
cause im the random/emo/jester boy who likes entertainment

Community Member

Offline

Sat Nov 22, 2008 @ 04:56am

if its nothing u should be able to tell me
and ur just trying to keep me away from the suicide long enough till u get a break

Community Member

Offline

Sat Nov 22, 2008 @ 05:10am

u seem to take this all as a laughing matter but oviously u dont care so i guess i'll finish this message and the next

User Comments: [7]

Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

View User's Journal

More Information