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well...im basically alone in my world
there's no one to support me
i'm stressed out
i feel alone
i feel dependant of happiness
my life is going crazy
i found out i can either hav diabetese (i dont know how to spell it)
a something disease my mom has with her ankles and wrist
and a heart attacks cuz my dad has that
and that's pretty much a formula for disaster and pain
and i'm afraid of needles
and i hate it when people lie...evn tho i lie myself...but only when it has to benefit someone else
i feel like i'm doing kinda bad in school....well actually in only science but watevr
and i'm very busy cuz there's a lot of relatives visiting and they're driving me crazy
and i feel like i'm disobeying myself
cuz i dont evn trust myself..and...i'm telling a lie that's rlly important to me becuase its kinda changing some stuff and if word got out...well...i'd be screwed
and yeah.......................................................................................................................................................................arrigato for reading i guess...........................................
o yes...i did find out that i'm weak when it comes to anime love stories lol