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Cynthia is soooo asamly blunt! i love it!
but i guess i as so use to her ways that i missed when she started to flirt with him back. s**t i was soo blind. i could have been better prepared for this, i am sooo pissed. i have always know that she was selfish but never has she hurt me. and this hurts more then i lead on. like knowing that he was with her all day yesterday. i text him like 5 times and not one text back! i think he told her everything we talked about and some how they are turning against me.....or is that just my paranoia. and i dont even feel like talking about this with anyone. i want to be around them....and that hurts my heart that they don't care either way if i am there or not. 23 days until the concert i want to be with them......after that i am going to start to pull away like they have......Cynthia said amanda isn't a very good friend. i know shes right. i have always know that having heard it so many times from other ppl.