That stupid listless feeling is back. That little nagging vocie that says I'm never going to find love.......I think I'm ignoring my friends. I'm not sure if I have been being mean or not...I think I wanna see them, but I feel better that I haven't. I saw pp yesterday at work for a little and that was nice, because lately he's been getting on my nerves....odd,huh. Amanda I haven talking on the phone with and I like that. I'm not sure if I really wanna hang out with them together. To them its not weired its jusy annoying. He is soo in to her and she is soooooo whatever! Most of all I hate to see how weak he really is. His charachter ans convictions are not as strong as I first thought they were. I think that hurts the most. I miss him. Well at less the most she will never change. Hahahhaha
PansyDiscordia · Wed Nov 12, 2008 @ 12:42am · 0 Comments |