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i feel sad for wanting them to fail. but its ok, they didnt fail. in fact i think this dancing think has brought them closer together. if he is as in love with her as i think he is. i think my confudont has been compromised. that sucks. he asked her out again and she said yes this time. i have no idea how this is going to work out. they both think this is no big deal and that noting is going to change and we are all going to live happily ever after!! grrrr reality is a thin blurry line..........................i'm not even mad or sad this time, just worried. i love them both soo much. well i am a little bit upset with amanda. i wanted to hang out with her on my day off. but yesterday she was with uglybitch and today i think she is on her date with prince. grrrr. i wish things didn't change. my selfish darling girl and my kind sensitive prince. huhhhhhhhh this is stupid.