Every seconds without you hurts. All I can do is remember the meronies of you. But these meronies isnt enough. I remember always wanting to go up just to speck to you. Also the times when I try to get a small peck of you whenever i had a chance. I remember in class i always try to impress you by trying hard. But I failed. Also all the bump on the road liking you when you knew i liked you. But from all these meronies is something I could never forget about you, that was your smile. Your smile shine so brightly, i was glad i was able to see that one day. Now not able to have anymore meorines with you, all I want to do is cry. I wish these meronies who burn in my mind. You were the first I ever felt like this........I'm glad you were the one I like.
When I'm thinking of you i remeber all the thought that ever when though my mind. But the one i remember that most everytime is "Do I really do like him?"
Friends:" Isn't Jenny a better chose than her?"
" Come on, Jenny talk to him, he's nice"
" You know Jenny, my brother can be really nice."
" Jenny, you have bad taste."
" Jenny, He act so gay, why do you like him"
"Woooo! Go Jenny"
" Jenny? Do you really like him"
" Jenny! Give it to him!"
" Jenny, It seem like you don't just like him, but It seems like you LOVE him"
" Jenny, think postive"
"Jenny, do like A----?"
"Don't feel sad, but he thinks you're a loner."
" He doesn't know if you do like him,"
" Awww! Don't you make a good match!"
"YOU LIKE HIM TOO!!"
" Jenny, A---- thinks you are with B----"
These voice helped me though the years, and some didn't. All these words bring back so many meornies. But will all these word said around one I didn't want to hurt.
I though all these problems. I remember one of my best friends likes me. I didn't want to hurt his feelings. I couldn't, I didn't tell him i dont have feeling for him. I couldnt bear to see him get hurt mostly from myself. I wouldn't want to bring him down. I promise myself I would want to hurt him at all, not once.....
