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i remember when i was younger i did so many thing for them.. so much..
I always did something stupid to make them laugh.
I always joke around with them to make the laugh.
I did anything to make them laugh.
But i still scared..
beucase now i see them walking away from me
they are growing up?
I'm not sure myself.
But they seem to growing tried of me
So did i make the choice for the best?
No.. i stayed the same
soon months past and i slowly become one of their last choice for them
Now i feel strange being around them
I cant talk when they are there
I feel left out.
I told myself to stand strong right?
Well should i?
Maybe there will something that will change...maybe it will be me?
Maybe.... or just they way they talk...seem so fake to me...It's not like it's really them. i want to pull out the real out.
I guess i'll just wait and see.
 Taiyachi · Sat Aug 28, 2010 @ 07:10pm · 0 Comments |
