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'_____ Give up on him already!'
' YEAH!, come on. He doesnt even know who you are.'
' He been so many girls too! How can you like a guy like that? huh?'
'He even disses us...how can u like a guy like that?'

So many harsh words to be heard...
Can't I just like the guy I like?

' ______! We just don't want to get hurt....'

I understand completely....
But come on....can i really stop who i like?
Can you forget your boyfriend right after he breaks up with you?

'...That's true...But _____ he's not you boyfriend'

Yes, but I still care for him, a lot....
If he's hurt...I'm hurt
If he's happy, I'm happy.

' I dont get it....how can you like him that much?'

I know i cant call it love...but it feels like it
Like the feeling you when you are happy being with your family and friends..
Sometimes it feels stronger than that
It makes you want to keep on holding onto him and never let go
It feels like that warmth, when you really need a hug from you mom...
It's as if i can keep falling and know in the end of it he'll catch me...

'But he doesnt know you are even a live tho.'

I know....That's why i try to keep my hopes up.....