The day past by so slow. Why won't it go any faster! Why wouldnt end now! Why...Why...Is it cause he's isn't here? Is it cause I want to see him? I want to be with him? Wanting him to hold me....I knew I liked him, but not this much.... ........What's this? I'm crying?....Just for him? But he broke my heart. Not once but more. His cruel words saying thing about me, but he doesn't know who I am. Him thinking I'm something that I not. Him never ever caring about me. Not giving me much a chance. Yet I'm crying for him.
....My heart ache so much. I just want to roll up into a ball, and be alone. But I don't want others to worry about me.....I can't help it at all. All he left was pain. Him only thinks of me being the queit girl with glasses.I wanted him to see something more, to good enough to be his friend.
....What am I doing! Jenny! You always tell others to think postive, why aren't you following your OWN advice!!!!
Hmmmm.....His sweet words....I remember them, even if he didn't say much. He was able to make my heart feel warm. Him able to make me lagh. He's making me into something I can be happy to be as....
....Wait! His sweet words, and his cruel words. Why say one then say another? Does he care or not? Did he try to give me a chance? Was he trying make me not shy? What was his doing?..... I want to know.
All I know now is I don't understand him, and I like him with all my heart.
