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The time seems to go be slowly and other times it goes by too fast but i still remember him each day when i look at my ring.I didnt nothing to plz him i dont know how he could stand me so long.If only i could of remeberd him and he should of come to see me i missed him so.

its late in the night and i fear the three are still close i hear screams of the kills, and laughter in the background i know he would care for me keep me alive but i wouldnt love him all i hav in life is my mate i betrayed my love in lost memories.

I wish for nothing but tim to go back so i could see him and go back home to the castle and see tony and dremeir.Tony says they'll come back on halloween but what would i say to him should i hold him and tell him im sorry and that i did lve him or just tell him i love azal,idk.

w/o dremeir i hav no one to run to for answers or protection my mate loves me but he doesnt understand me fully i want to be free..to run...and fight not to be a house wife.

i was born like my brother half hunter and half shadow and i am proud proud both, i loved my mother and adored my father they taught me the best they could.they taught me to love demons and not to abuse ur powers.I got to grow up with the brothers who became my older brothers and i love them dearly all except akumarni who has turn evil as of late but again no one listens to me.i might as well be talking to the wind for all who cares.camp was shut up by that monster and now i can t even sense john my own adopted son or talk to my brother who i need despratly ill try to speak in dreams with him for i am becoming very drozy so till next