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See, now to you, Hiei is straight.
But to someone els, he is gay.
Thus your opinion on his sexual preference is insignificant to the person who says he is homosexual.
As their opinion is to you.

So isn't the real question:

Who gives a (I can't swear profoundly in this guild, can I? Ah well.) [frick]. Why the hell do you want to know witch (...Yep...No aggressive profanity.) he shoves his(*sigh....I'm going to be kicked out for this, aren't I?)...? Its a [frigg'in] piece of paper. Do you all just want to know exactly what he ( Gar....) in the morning so you can play in your minds with out insulting Togashi's art work?

{{Don't mind me.
Ignore me.
I'll go away eventually.
Or you can just leave like everyone else.
Try at first
-So loving of you to attempt to communicate with something like me; waisting your precious time where you could be talking with others at your level.
so loving at first
Not a whelp. This whelp-
But you will sneak away in the silence
[ 'sneak'? You think I don't see you?...You all think I believe I'm so much better

than you.

(Selfish.
Conceded.)

(you are, aren't you?)

(You are.
Stupid.
Whore.
Pathetic.)
]-
And You'll never try again.

(Don't go.
Please.
Don't leave!)

(Whore.
Like it, do you?)

(I don't want to. . .





Cry alone. . .

again, as always.


I don't want you to ever have to cry alone again. . . .
I can hear you. Over everything else. I can hear your thick voice in my mind; Smeared over oil canvas, distractions from guilt. Distract their eyes as you rot.
So they may...

Smile...

with out you. . .
Thats the only way they may ever smile...
If you're gone.
If you disappear
You're wrong. They smile because of you.
You are my smile.

Your voice. It silences all the others. We all want to hear you. Hear you speak into our worthless puddle. And we all selfishly agree to you...Too caught up to second guess. You are right.
Forever.

You speak as if your breath is waisted and must be spent to lift your burden from the air.

You speak

Please, say anything
anything at all. . .

Just not to something like me.
No.
Don't waist your time.
Just don't leave...

(Leave me alone.)

(Again you all leave.)
But, because of you, I won't be alone, will I?


And I smile.}}