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when he says he loves me All alone in an empty shell, empty of its love, pretending that he is there. Yet eyes remain shut with out fret. Sweet denial stringing along its smile for the one who told her to wait in trust with out sight. But the cold wind and the lack of anothers sheltering warm breath tares at the seems that hold high taunt her dry stretched lips. Will she cry? Finally see that he has let her go? Embrace the ocean's spray and the rubled earth as she collapses in time with the crashing waves in desperate rattling jerks and twists in attempt to deny the cooing abandon. Dirt and the elements crusted on her sweat and caked in hair, they are uninterested in her pleads for his voice, eyes, skin, shadow, Him. She crys out with black rimmed fingernails, raw and blood pussing, digging into the sea rock and grass beneath her skinned bloody knees. Her gouged skull paces on fragile glass of mirror and lavenders in tune with red skeleton hands as the night clouds pelt rain to her back; so eager, they are, to have the chance to run through her crimson tears. Gasps become indifferent to the gushing of her blood, tears, and the oceans booming crash. all action has fallen limp, for with cold steel She falls into darkness, her mind shatters and with one last broken smile for him She whisperers on last held breath " I love you." Finally, He has allowed her to die from the so many uncryed tears that had long ago drowned her heart in brutal forgiveness of trust and love. But he did not call those words back. Not once. when he says he loves me he lies Between the soil and the stone.

Posted by: Hemmka Sun Oct 02, 2005 @ 04:59am

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Commented on: Sun Oct 02, 2005 @ 05:16am


	A dedication of the over use of 'blood' and 'tears' to Fiori-Sama whom Kotowa and myself long for along with the highest degree of separation anxiety, which we've yet to purchase medication for, by our side. It doesn't matter to Hiei, Fiori. '~OuT~lIkE~sIdE~'

Commented on: Mon Oct 03, 2005 @ 01:33am


	I feel it also. Your absence is like a black hole which I don't want to get sucked into, but your loss leaves me uncaring, for what is life without the soul who makes it worth living? Why bother living, when the only person you live for is gone and dead to reality? Becuse that puddle of tears which was once your heart will always be there, as long as my heart continues to melt along with you. This can't be sane. To torment ourselves with this vastness. But then again, we seem to live off insanity, especially us, beloved. Much love, in trade for your pain, which I can only do my best to carry upon my shoulders. Remember, even if gabi isn't there for you, Fiori always will be. We should always stay together, don't you think?

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Commented on: Wed Dec 06, 2006 @ 11:44pm


	Yes Gabi, always. heart (Ok...that wasn't supposed to be stalkerish...oh well.. sweatdrop )

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