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No, I put songs on repeat so they WILL get stuck in my head.....
Why, you don't? But with out a beat, where does all the little voice's flow come from......? D:<
Does it?






It hurts.

I'm
Coming home.



Are you in that house again with those people who betrayed you?
Open your eyes
A mirror you are not.

See? You did know.
You knew.
I can tell
How els did I figure it out?


Yes.
But the ones who love and understand you are there, why is it so hard?
Stop being
Self centered masochistic attention reaping b***h
ITs you.
You just won't, will you? Do you know how lucky you are?


But you won't hear of it.
You don't have the stomach.
For your luck?
for their love for you?
For their conceded happiness for you.
You've already forced down too many a lie.
They stole it.
Your eyes.
Your innocence.


Right in front of you.
I was right in front of you.
See me. Please. Look up.
Please.
Please just
Screaming crying kicking begging dieing for
Anyone in that house.

Did you wash your hands?
My wrists are white rulers of rose freckles upon thin sinew.

LOOK LOOK LOOK LOOK LOOK LOOK LOOK LOOK LOOK LOOK LOOK LOOK LOOK
At my smile.


Use soap.






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Hemmka
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commentCommented on: Mon Oct 17, 2005 @ 10:52pm
^_^'
This entry is a tad more abstract. There was much more needed/ment to be said, but this is unusual territory for me. I didn't want offend you Touya-Kun, as this is your vignette.


commentCommented on: Mon Oct 17, 2005 @ 11:17pm
^_^............^_^'..........~_~........>_O......O_o......O_O

(OMFG! I PISSED YOU OFF DIDN'T I?! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'M SUCH A b***h! IT SO WASN'T MY PLACE TO WRITE ABOUT YOU! I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY!
THE NERV OF ME! NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONON >_<'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' I'M SO SORRY! STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID . . . . .)




sweatdrop ....Okay, now that I've gotten that out of the way

(NOT AS IF IT COULD/WAS JUST FORGOTTEN IN ANYWAY AND NOT LIKE THAT AND NO AND...o_O.... )

I want to take this moment to thank my faithful readers (Whom I am so undeserving of and consist of 3 now blaugh ) Who put up with boring crap like this.

(O_O NOT THAT THE ENTRY WAS BORING OR IT WAS BUT NOT BECAUSE IT WAS YOURS ITS JUST CAUSE I WROTE IT IT WAS STUPID AND SENSELESS....Which you...Probably agree on ...^_^' *relieved*)

Moment: ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
*Bows*

(God I am so regretting this whole thing/immaturity later ^_^')

`_-*OuT~lIkE~sIdE*-_`



Hemmka
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Fiori-Homocidal-Maniac
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commentCommented on: Thu Oct 20, 2005 @ 06:35pm
[sigh]
so ture
so true.
but dear, you are attempting to speak to a blind man in a room full of death people.

But I suppose that is what our little sphere we call "life" is all about


commentCommented on: Sat Nov 19, 2005 @ 01:00am
Hemmka....wtf?
I have know idea what this is.......
Also you have spelling errors
hahahahaha
you did not you spell check!
I am the one with the bad spelling
not you.....



Wasted_Dreams
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Hemmka
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commentCommented on: Thu Mar 30, 2006 @ 03:20am
Yeah, I think we can all tell....! xd


commentCommented on: Tue Jun 20, 2006 @ 10:51pm
That's right, run to your precious edit button to cover your tracks.
PNWed cool .



Hemmka
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