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Sorry about yesterday, I had stuffs keeping me busy.

Yesterday, Jan 7:
Gah! school starts tommorrow!!! Wait, I love school... nevermind...(wait!... that means I'm a nerd!!!! gonk Oh well. I'm in band anyway... yay band nerds!!) Not much happened yesterday untill about 5:00 when I went to Lori's so we could see Momi-chan sing and see her art. She's so talented! I'm seroius, she has absolutley no reason to have stage fright like she does. Everybody loved her up there on stage! I had to bite my lip so I wouldn't cry, she was so awesome! Hey, it was the first time I'd seen her in months. I missed her desprately, so go easy on me. I hate myself for being so weak. I cry too easy, even though I don't think any of my friends have seen me do it. Gah! Stupid weakness! I try my best to stay strong for the sake of everyone around me, and I'm good at it, but there's just too many things I'm worried about in my life. I miss my Dad terribly. He's been gone for about 4 months now in the middle east. He still has a ways to go. He'll be back near the end of April. I can't wait to write the journal when he comes back! I might skip that day... hmm.. whatever. I heart you, Mo-mo!
-Bai!!!

Today, Jan 8:
*sigh* first school day of '08! For the most part, it was pretty good. We started up the RPs again and we shared what we did over Christmas break. Even though I had seen Momi-chan the day before, I missed her a lot. We went to middle school together, so I still remember the times at the lunch table, the good times, the times I was depressed and Mo-mo never failed too cheer me up somehow. She now goes to a different high school than me, and I don't have her and her magic anti-depressment awesomeness. It seems Taryn and I grow further apart everyday. It seems she only wants to talk to Kelly, and that's cool, Kelly's awesome and I don't have to be Taryn's best friend, but I wish she would just spend a little more time with me. I have both lunches with her, and on Bdays, she doesn't even have lunch with Kelly, yet I still am not involved with 99% of the conversation. I just miss my Ni-chan. On a lighter note, Lori is officaly insane. She handed me a green spiral and asked if I wanted to read her mind. She had been writing notes to herself.... ah, my crazy friends. How could I live w/out them. I probavly couldn't, seeing as my greatest fear is being alone with no one to comfort me... I'll end my journal here.
Good night, readers.