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Lori has told me that she's been considering this for a while... though she didn't tell me earlier so I could tell her what she needed to hear. She's told me, over texts, that she doesn't want to go to church anymore. She doesn't think God can help her through what she's going through, and she just wanted to stick with the life she's living now. I couldn't belive what I was reading. I couldn't stop it, no matter what I said. I couldn't go through church without breaking down. I'm just lucky I have so many people that supported me and told me that God had a plan, I just needed to pray and show her God's love. So I am. All I've been doing is praying. The next day Lori didn't avoid me like I thought she would, but was really afraid that I was just mad beyond reason with her. The truth was, I was upset for her. I told her that of course I wasn't mad at her and that I loved her very very much. She seemed very suprised. I hope it was a good thing.