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Yeah, seriously, I'll update when something out of the ordinary happens, I'll journal what a regular day feels like later

Today SUCKED like hell.
1. I got 10 freakin minuets of sleep last night, so I'm pretty tired and a little more vunerable to emotion today.
2. all the people in my group for an English project are lazy idiots. They're the kind of people who make ME do all the f**king work! Ugh! What kind of a project is a powerpoint anyways!!! How are four people supposed to work on the same damn powerpoint! Stupid project.
3. Science- teacher's nice, but moves too fast! Supposed to do a biomes brochure and worked in the comp. lab for two days, one for research, one for putting it together. She said if we didn't finish, we'd have to print it out on our own time, but the stupid, not updated (unlike the lab comp.), library computers couldn't read the stupid project file, and today's the last day to get it in, so I'm getting a zero on a project that I worked hard on.
4. Don't even get me started on band.
-My band is doing an ensamble project, so I was put into a trumpet trio with Shilo and Josh(M), the other two first trumpets (I'm third chair, so I got third part)
-Josh(M) quit band, that sucks, where are we going to find another first trumpet!?
-Eventually, Josh(H) joined our trio from his group. (We don't know what's happening with them yet) Josh(H) seems cool, fun to hang around. Perhaps this can work, don't know what's happening music-wise.
-Ms.P (Band Director), brings us as an ensamble ( I know I misspelled it, ugh) into a practice room. Josh(H) gets first part, even though he's a second trumpet and I don't think he has the chops for it (takes a trumpet player with some range), so we wouldn't have to learn a new part. Big deal, it's just starting, we would've been fine with new parts. Josh(H) really should've taken third, but it didn't bug me too much. I got another dent on the bell of my horn that was recently fixed, now it looks like one of those cartoon old records that don't actually look like disks because they're wavy all around the edges.
-UGH!!!!!!!! Stupid Josh(H)! He was late to ensamble practice after school today and we had difficulty finding a practice room, so we all squished into a room with a piano in it. (3 trumpets with chairs and stands in a triangle position in a room ment for two piano players, you do the math) Josh(H) had to stop to take a stupid cell phone call and was out of the room for several minutes. Shilo and I practiced on. (She's a great teacher/leader, I respect her a lot) When he did finally get back to the room, he was only there for a few minutes before he asked go go for "just five minutes, I'll be real fast, I promise!" lair. He got back when we were ending rehearsal. We ran through it again and touched on something new and ended the practice, Josh saying to put him down for not understanding or multiple restroom breaks for how he held back the rehearsal for the report sheet. Yeah, like we're really going to do that.

So that was my extremely crappy day. I hated it and broke down and cried hard when Mom left me in the car (to my request) while she picked up a few groceries. I hate how weak I am and how easily I breakdown like that. I'm sick of this.

Goodnight.