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There's a reason why the night is never silent
There's a reason why his tears are always dry
There's a reason why the pain he kept inside..
There's a reason why, there’s a reason why....
And there's a reason why, he’s not! The way, he should be...


Once, a child just like the rest. Dreams and hope for the distance. Glitter in his eye's! Stars in his faith. The havens looked down from above but they teased so bad. The yelling never stopped, the tears fade away. So many shed, that he sore to himself, if he cries just one more time... that the end of his life would come. The pushing never stops, how, how! can he find himself?


There's a reason why the night is never silent
There's a reason why his tears are always dry
There's a reason why the pain he kept inside..
There's a reason why, there’s a reason why....
And there's a reason why, he’s not! The way, he should be...


A claim whisper in his ear. "who are you?" it calls to him "what will you do?". "I don’t know" he says "I just don’t know myself" the echo of his family "Go. Go make something of yourself" yourself. How can he, how can he? He’s being pushed to many ways. To many ways.


There’s a reason why. He can’t see himself. He just wants to die.


There's a reason why the night is never silent
There's a reason why his tears are always dry
There's a reason why the pain he kept inside..
There's a reason why, there’s a reason why....
And there's a reason why, he’s not! The way, he should be...


Stress. It builds and builds and builds. They turn to him. "Tell me. what should I do?". " I cant answer you" he cant answer you. So much to say but he cant answer you... Tell him.... What should he do? Where should he turn? What does he yearn? When’s it his turn? Just a bit of sympathy.... Would make a world of difference to him.. To him. To him.

There's a reason why the night is never silent
There's a reason why his tears are always dry
There's a reason why the pain he kept inside..
There's a reason why, there’s a reason why....
And there's a reason why, he’s not! The way, he should be...

The reason why he must give in. Just cant win. Living life. Caged if he stays, shot if he goes. Cage caught him tight and never let go.. only one way. Why. If he stays. In a cage. For the rest of his life. People watching over. Never letting him say no. Put him in shackles and chains. Telling him what to do. Telling him what to do. No. Wait. What’s that in his hands, changing his life. Holding to close. Right to his head. BANG.

There's a reason why the night is never silent
There's a reason why his tears are always dry
There's a reason why the pain he kept inside..
There's a reason why, There's a reason why....
And there's a reason why, he’s not! the way, he should be...
There's a reason why the gun lay in his hand
No one to care. No one to hold. Now, letting go..
There's a reason why he’s not the greatest hero
There's a reason why he heard the voice of temptation.
There's a reason why it wisped in his ear
"Nothing to fear" he watched in confusion. And Bang. Killed temptation.

There's a reason why he’s still here.

By: Alex Spencer