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I am very angrey right now. My so called boyfriend asked me to go get him something to eat so I do and now he has my dog in the bathroom with him and I think he is in the tub, witch pisses me off because hes my dog and I dont like it when other people bath him because hes afraid of water so I do his baths in a way that it wont frighten him, I can hear him floping around and whining that makes me even more mad, all in all I am mad mostly at the fact that he asked for food and is now not here to eat it and he has taken off in the middle of a movie sad

I dont know if things are going to work out between him and I just based on the fact that things seem to be getting worse and worse as the days go one. Not that facebook matters a whole bunch but he set us to single the other day witch makes me sad and nervouse, he also was acting weird like trying to get me to have sex after he changed the relationship statuse and shaking me (silly manner) and telling me to stop being so sad. What did he want when he told me off on fb then put us to single? did he expect me to just be ******** happy? He told me that I dont respect him and other stuff like that.

What fully happened is, I wanted a hug and he was playing pokemon and then told me "no I want to beat this then we will go to the store" all I wanted was a hug so it made me a bit sad "why dose it matter if we are going to the store I just want a hug". Then after being hurt and saddened by that, he got up after his battle gave me a hug and kiss.... I still felt weird and rejected... but I went with it. He started to say that we were going to buy halloween candy from the food buget that makes me a bit upselt, he has enough play money to buy his own candy. Then we agreed to split the coast of some dog food, because we both have dogs. He said something along the lines of youll pay me back for dog food. I though and got confused that I was buying the dog food and he would reemburse me dont know why that got me so upset but it did. He got mad that I was so flustered and then said we wernt going to the store. He said I was being mean and I tryed to explain that I wasnt meaning to but he didnt listen, so then I wrote in the journal to try and calm down and took my book and phone to the bathroom.

This was also to try and calm down, I read my book in the bath tub and was going to save my legs but he started to message me on face book. "you get pissed when i dont talk
no, but im done being your puppet. you just tried to set your status to single last week
i srrsly think this is all a big game to you
and you dont even respect me any
just cause shits going bad or frustrating in your life dont mean you have to take it out on me"
I really dont fully know what hes talking about but then he set us to single and then said we were still together irl but I am not proud of him so hes going to tell everyone hes single... I think he did and said this because I updated my statuse to "learning the art of not giving a ********" and I guess it sent him over the deep end.

I still dont feel good and am still pissed off even after writing this sad