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Things are still not the best but I really have to get out of this rut, maybe if I start to feel better then things will just get better.


What I really want though is hard to explain, I have Low but high expectations...

I want someone that will roll over in the morning and hug me and cuddle with me, say they love me and be really sappy and mushy smile

I want someone that will be able to keep up with my sexual drive, its higher that most and drives me insane if I only get something like once a week, I need at least 3 times in order to feel fully satisfied.

I want some one that even if they dont want to do something, or has a habit of doing something and I ask them to stop, that they just will comply because of the simple fact that I want to do it/dont want them to do it. Because they love me (This is something I do ALL the time for ANY one I am with so I kinda expect the same )

I want love that will last, that we can talk out our problems and feelings. Someone that can handle me at my worst and my best.

I want someone that will hug me and hold me when I am crying especially if they are the reason that I am crying.

I want to share a life, I want kids, pets, a home that we dont have to move from every other month, nice stuff like matching furniture and just as much little stuff as big stuff.


I dont care if they are extreamly good looking or if they are not the best in that area, I believe that I would be able to find something I find attractive about them if I am in love. I dont care if they have a lot of money or not, as long as they are able to contribute I see no problem with that. I am not really picky with most things..... I just really want something that will work some one I will love someone that wont cheat and wont lie, well not about big things at least wink everyone lies.

Most of all I want to get married and have a lasting marrage thats what I want the most.