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There are so many things in the world that I just dont understand. I am finding it hard to belive in anything now a days, I dont know maybe its just my depretion speaking for me today but I wounder is there something more to life? I mean is this all there is? working to make money to hold on to life, even with all the s**t that happens?

There is so much bad things going on in the world but yet again without it there we would all be as bored as hell! XD think about it if we all belived in the same thing and no one thought diffrent and we were working to wards the same goal, nouthing in are way.... wouldent it be boring? I mean we would have everything we want... and nouthing more to want >< it would be so boring!

On the flip side if we all were bad and wasting our lives away steeling, doing drugs and disopbaying the law... well first there would be no law so that would piss us off farther. 2nt we would all be fighting over less and less each day! We wouldent know what else to do if we were all bad, I dont know we might even kill eachother to steel organs!

My main point is to show that with and = balnce of good and bad it keeps us buzzy. But even with it being = I still find it hard to fit into this crowed that thinks so diffrently. I wish we all could find atleast something in commen with one another. I mean something besides being human. If we can find something maybe people could still be diffrent and think diffrent but it would hurt us all less. Maybe if we took the time to listen we would find out why people behave the way they do, with a little more understanding... we might be able to change the world.

By Alex Spencer.