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ok so im like grounded from the computer and so i havent been able to tell you what has happened so here it goes.....

so latley i have been filled with this heavy sence so sadness and i havent really told any one because well i didnt want to make more drama within our group....but its like the only ting i think about and its eatting me up inside some days i can just push it aside like its nothing but others i just wanna go and die so i dont have to deal with it any more....it just seems like im not able to cope with my emotions any more and its really hard.i have been let down by some of the people i was hoping to help me out and they say things and donw mean them and its just like they were stabing me in the heart and watching me bleed to death.i feel emppty inside and at this point i think nothing will help me fill my emptyness