This weekend is gonna suck....me and my mom are fighting because she refuses to admit she is worng. It makes me so mad......and she always finds a way to make me feel bad and i hate it!!!!
I wanna go back to school really bad now but i have to wait 4 more days!!!!!!
its sux :/ things just seem to be slipping downward...oh yea and i slipped up if you know what im talking about if not..then look at my last blog>>>>>V
im pretty sick with myself...but then again i brought it on myself
LAST WEEK
Ok so lately i have been feeling lost in the world for some odd reason...i just felt alone even when i know i'm not. I have friends who truely love me for the person i am( that all i have..its not like i have money)
but i always have this thought in the back of my mind...what if they dont really like me their just being nice....i know im bad for that but i cant help it :[
I'm still kinda in a fog of depression and i have been haveing alot of bad thought of hurting myself again(i hate those thoughts) i was so close to cutting again and im truly ashmed at that...they bad thing is...i wasnt even gonna stop if i started...i would have kept going until there was no more to cut and slash...and that truly scares me...i just hope i dont get that close to"relapsing" again
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Nikki Sixx is one of my biggest inseprations in the world..and he is hot as hell!!!!
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And about the cutting, be strong! You can do it! I know you can! (Wait...I probably phrased that to make it sound like you should cut again...s**t)