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Yet once more I find new reason to kill myself...Yet everyone says not to...but the more I live the more pissed off about living I get...soon I will ether lash out on someone then because numb...or become numb befor I hurt someone....But I can only hope I snap and die soon. because everything thing going on just gives me more reason to die.....Everyone keeps on braging about there boyfriend or girlfriend....and makes me pissede because i CAN NEVER HAVE A WORKING RELATIONSHIP!!! but that is my fult for somereason....I am still trying to find out why......So I think I am just going to stay as fari from them as I can......Wich should be easy because from what I see ervyone is starting to hate me so soon enough I should end up alone...and hopefully deid....I can only hope for that. But then again I have no hopes or faith anymore.....Ao I can only long for it......So...yeah.......side from all the other ****** st it seems people still wish to be with me thou I can not be there for them because everytime I try they ether want another or I can not do anything for them. So I shoyuld just not try anymore because it never works out anyhow.............

Posted by: Shadow Zero Thu Oct 21, 2004 @ 01:10am

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Commented on: Thu Oct 21, 2004 @ 01:17pm


	owkey...a good one is... cutting the ader in your leg! you bleed to death in a few minutes!

Commented on: Sat Oct 23, 2004 @ 02:44am


	aww, Joshy, dont feel bad, its not your fault trust me. ^.^ huggles

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Commented on: Mon Oct 25, 2004 @ 01:46am


	Guess what, hopefully I'll be your first working relationship!!

Commented on: Tue Nov 02, 2004 @ 11:56pm


	You're in a working relationship with me aren't you? kisses roughly and glomps NYAR

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Commented on: Wed Nov 03, 2004 @ 12:00am


	Shadow Zero is MINE wild_vampire,you got it or do I have to force you to get it???? HE IS MINE!!!!!!

Commented on: Sat Nov 06, 2004 @ 04:20am


	Umm who are you. I don't even know you. Yeah you can do whatever you want to me. Kill me if you want...that's up to you. I love Josh and you better get use to that.

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Commented on: Thu Nov 11, 2004 @ 03:04pm


	And gaian relationship is not real, it's just pixels. You don't know who that person really is, nor what he looks like. If you don't really know him then most likely you need to get off the computer. But still, Josh, you have two girls fighting over you? Wow you seem lucky in a pixelated way.

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