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....I've never really just come out and said it....Probably because of the whole; nonexisting-or-at-least-not-in-this-dimension-thing....This may be silly, and just flat out hysterical to others, but....

Thank you.
If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't be the same--Screw it, I don't give a ******** what you all think--I wouldn't be alive. I'd be dead. My mom too, probably. By now I'd have been cryed over and pushed from everyone's minds in order to move on (with difficulty, I would imagine/hope).
But.
You saved me.
Twice, now, actually.
Yes, it is pathetic and stupid and just plane senseless.
However, I want to return the favor.
I want you to have a reason as well, damn it!

((And my apologies, I've told you & she nothing....Well....Lets say its not the half of it xd ....
Not to make a fuss of my self or be all dramatic and secretive or anything like that.... ^_^' The rest just never came up, I suppose.))

...Just thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
I can't even remember my own thoughts and 'feelings' from the times (more like their absence, that is xd ) because you made me smile. Not just smile. But Yukina smile xd . It wasn't that I couldn't cry(not that crying means s**t in any case), or even that I didn't have to or want to (as was my first thought), but that I was too busy to insult and second guess myself, too busy thinking of how you wouldn't care if I was self centered and too worrisome and stupid and unable to comprehend or care about anyone but my precious little self. (Okay, going down the wrong road here xd )
Thinking how I would be the same as every other person to you, no more, no less. No matter what...

Incase my going on has strained from my point:
Thank you.
And know that I love you.
No matter what, b***h, so get used to it whee !
You won't let me sop around like a biscuit, will you b*****d xp !?
So why should I let you xd ?


All right. Now that I've over used 'XD', I can go back to rping 3nodding ! Sorry for the big, hard to pronounce words, my friends! gonk wink surprised