I am SO happy, and SO sad. I'm happy because I finally get my 2 months of summer off and I'm goin into the 8th grade soon! Scary. I'm sad because I will never get to see any of my old friends from this school again because I'm moving in August sometime. But I won't be able to go back to this school. As much as I want to... Can't.
I'm EXTREMELY sad, too. Gregory moved to Washington last Sunday and I never got a chance to say goodbye because he TOLD ME [[and everyone else but me first]] that he was moving to MEXICO THIS SUNDAY. Jerkoff. And I was crying on the phone with him while he apologized to me and said he would miss me as much as I will miss him. It's not fair!!!!!!!!! And GET this!!!: Yesterday we were talking on the phone while Libby and Bella [Lib-bee & Bay-ya] were arguing who gets the computer. (LOL!) And he told me he wanted to tell me something. Here's the convo:
Me:[laughing] "They're fighting over the computer. Lo.. Gregory!!! Whatcha doing?"
Gregory: [kinda quiet] "Talking to you. Hey I gotta tell you something."
Me: [gets quieter] "Okay what is it?"
Gregory: [Nervously] "Ummm... Nvm. Give the phone to Evelyn and she'll tell you."
Me: [Hands the phone to Libby] "He wants to tell you something."
Libby: [still fighting with Bella] "What?"
Gregory: [eh heh?????]
Libby: [Hands the phone back] "He said nvm."
Me: [confused] "um... Can you just tell me?"
Gregory: [REAL jumpy] "UM. If I tell you, you have to promise not get mad or sad or quiet or anything. Ok??? PLEASE don't get mad at me...."
Me: "Okay whatever... Just tell me"
Gregory: "PROMISE ME SHELBI!!!!!!!!!!!"
Me: "OKAY I PROMISE. Tell me..."
Gregory: "Nvm! I'm gonna send it to Evelyn on myspace and you can read it."
Me: [getting mad] "GREGORY JUST TELL ME!!!!!!"
Gregory: [pausing for a second] "Mad?"
Me: "Woops..."
Gregory: "Okay Imma send it... right... about... Now!"
Me: "Libby, read the message"
Libby: [takes forever to get there and makes me mad]
Me: "F***ING LIBBY JUST READ THE F***ING MESSAGE D***IT!!!"
Libby: "Fine gosh."
Gregory: "Um.. Before you read it I want to get off and call you later tonight."
Me: [reading it...] "I have a girlfriend please dont get mad............"
Gregory: "OK BYE." [hangs up]
Me: [sits back in the couch and closes my phone.] "omg..."
Then I try to hold back my tears and run to my room and start crying. I guess they called him back and started cussing him out. Idk.
I want to talk to him but my heart is too weak. I talked to him again yesterday, but I had to call him. I talked with a straight face and a smile because I smile whenever I hear his voice. But I will never forget that. I'm crushed. I guess he never really liked me. *cry cry*
Imma call him back in a lil while. Just to bug him. But if he's around her then I'm hanging up. I WON'T TALK TO HER CUZ SHE MIGHT YELL AT ME!!!!!!!! I bet you that I LIKED him longer than she KNEW him. Pssh. Anyway. LEAVE COMMENTS. =]
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