Somethings Wrong with me. I can't get past this great big gap in my life. Like something's missing. So, a couple days ago I started my new school. No one wants to be my friend, everyone stares. Today I came home crying so bad. Here:
This morning, I get o the bus. I walk slowly, searching for a seat. All eyes were on me besides the people looking out at the purple peaks and valleys. I can hear little conversations about me going back and forth. "Is she new?", "A new girl. . I hear she's from Crips Town." I got to the near back and asked some High Schooler if I could sit next to him. His reply "Sigh. ~Moves aside~" We stayed apart and quiet until I got off. Walking around and sitting down on the Red Benches next to some girl reading a book. I got my schedual and started studying it to know where and what my next classes are. Little school, TONS of kids. Okay, the bell rings, big groups of kids passing me blocking my way. Kids screaming "MOVE!" It really made me mad. After class, break. I was so tired. I seen Shelby and RB. Peple I met. Me and Shelby are pretty cool friends, but we hardly hang out at all. Just see her around. RB, she's really nice and very funny. The two I only really know them by the face and name. Mac/Makenzie, two. Gino, cute. Mohawk guy, cute. Austin? . . Cute. Lotsa cute guys at my new school, too wrapped up in others. Anyway, skipping to lunch. I had already been assigned TONS of homework, but this. . . Is gonna suck. Foreshadowing! I had to take a test during lunch to catch up with the class and get to art. 7th graders. Ick. Staring at me like I'm an alien. I stood tall, followed directions. Missed 6/25. Assignment: "Ok, you missed six so. . . ~Circling wrong answers in sentences~ Write each sentence you got wrong, and rewrite them. . . 25 times each. Alright?" OMG. 25 TIMES EACH?? In my mind, SCREAMING. Yup. More homework. Still not done. Ugh.Yeah, I got outta there and sat down. It was too late to eat something, so I just got out my book. SLAM! In front of me, Shelbi on krutches. Oh no. Lol.
"Shelby?"
"Shelbi. =]"
"What's with the krutches?"
"Borrowed 'em. Haha. Well 'Stole them' from __________. She didn't care, though."
"I see. . ."
"Yeah. Bye, Shelbi."
"Bye."
I WANT HER TO BE MY BEST FRIEND. LOL. It would be SO COOL having her as my best friend because we are SO ALIKE and we have the same name. Lol. Top it. So next I had science. Teacher. Haven't met yet. Very weird. Wallace. End of school. Walk to the bus pickups. Found it. Route 1. Long ride. High schoolers. Picked them up. Weird. The girl sitting next to me knows Shelby? Wow. I tell her. So. . . Many stops after ward. Me, mowhawk guy, some girl, and another girl still on the bus. The girl sitting in front of Mowhawk guy gets off the same as me. He's been staring at me a lot since I got here. I wonder why? I glanced over and smiled my goofiness off. I seen a laugh coming from him. Of course I laughed right after. He's really cool. I heard a bit about him. Still don't know his name! I heard it was Chris, or so I thought. Then I met the actual Chris yesterday. Lol. He is new here, but not as new as me. And the girl that was in front of me was from Crips Town, two! And she's new! Yet again, not as new as me. Me and her are good friends. I call her Sam. Samantha is her name. She preferred it. I know people, but I don't hang out with them very much. Wish I did. . . Anyway.
Leave me comments? Oh, and by the way, I skipped the reason why I was crying, but there's quite a few hints in there, why I was. Comment! =3
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