I couldn't deal with it anymore. The status of my current relationship is constantly nagging at the back of my mind. I had to talk to someone local about it.
So today, I finally decided to talk to my computer-illiterate friend about it becasue she's been the whole marriage, birth of kids, and divorce chapters of her life. She could give me some valuable insight into marriage and family life with a spouse. I basically had to pour out the story of my relationship to her from beginning to now. Then I told her about the situation that I'm in regarding my significant other, my parents, and me. It's like a really messed up triangle of people. All the tension between my mom and me is really starting to build up to the point where I just don't know how to deal with it anymore.
In the end, my friend told me to follow my heart because it knows what's best for me. She can totally see how head-over-heels in love I am with my honey. If the feelings are there, I should pursue a life with my babe. She's also jealous because she wants to settle down with someone like that now, but she's not able to find the right person.
Maybe marriage is around the corner in a few years' time. whee heart
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