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You know those days, when all you want to do is quit. On life, on love, on friends, on school?? Well, that's today and I don't think I can handle it.

wake me up
because this is a dream
wake me up
and don't let me go back to sleep
because if i fall in again
i may never come back out
living in a nightmare
can you wake me up
or am i lost?

29 days, can we survive??

count them down, move on
forget it
find something else to hate
shoot
shot
gone
i guess that's it
when there's nothing else to say
nothing else to do
nothing else at all
what will you resort to?
where will you find yourself

just cry
no time
no time
no time to get over this
just cry
let it out
pray
pray
pray that it'll all end soon

K??

does that work for you?

And do you wanna know what I hate?
When people always thinnk you're so sweet and innocent so they're suddenly amazed when you act out. I'M TIRED OF BEING UNDERESTIMATED. It's so annoying when people always think you're so fragile and one insult will send you off into a corner crying. It's so annoying when people don't think you can do something just because you might not've done it before. Yeah, well newsflash here: PEOPLE CHANGE. And you just have to accept it.Yeah, you wanna know something?? I can be mean, too, ok??

Now we all know that and you can close your mouth.

I.DONT.CARE.WHAT.YOU.SAY.AS.LONG.AS.YOU.SAY.IT.TO.MY.FACE.AND.TELL.ME.THE.TRUTH.
LOOK.ME.IN.THE.EYE.AND.TRY.NOT.TO.FLINCH.