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Now that I think of it. . .

I keep it all public because I think people really deserve to know. Unlike "most people", I would find it absoloutely lovely if I knew what everybody thought of me. I don't care if it's good or bad. As long as it's the truth. Who knows. It might even make me a "better person". Knowing my flaws is the second step towards fixing myself! (the first step would be, as you know, "admitting I have a problem" wink

I'm serious. I would really like it if people told me what they thought of me. To my face. Loud. Harsh. Talk about me like I'll never find out, like I've been talking about you. It's like you all think I'm too weak and would cry or something if anybody said anything bad. I can already tell. People just jump to my aid when I don't really need their help. (like today in math when Stephen was talking about languages and Briaunna was getting all "SHE'S CHINESE, DAMMIT!!!" wink I can totally support myself if somebody told me I was a lying, backstabbing b***h because I already know that. I'm getting pretty tired of people thinking I "can't handle the truth". It would be interesting, to me anyway.

((glad i lifted your self esteem, actually. you're always complaining about how it's so low. . . im here to help!!))

you don't know ANYTHING about me. what makes you think you can just assume that it's you and him that has me on edge? no, that's not what it is or how it should go.