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Okay well Friday night i spent most of the night at my aunts house. This morning i was watching the texas chainsaw massacre. i was analyzing that guy leatherface. yeah i figure he only wanted to have other peoples face becuase 1 his face sucked and everyone i guess like teased him and told him he was uber ugly and so i know he was messed up in the head but i mean if u were a little kid and people pushed u away cuz of ur face. and the ppl who took care of u didnt even want ur face to be in pictures and stuff. that would suck. so yeah well i guess he took everyone elses face just to fit in with everyone else. and to in a way make the his "family" happy and somewhat ok with him lving. sort of. but yeah so and like when he became the guy who slaughtered the animals it was in a way a way to release his anger and emotions inside. and when that guy said they were out of business he just kept going cuz that was his way of reliening himself of crap he was feeling and when the guy siad they were done and he didnt respond he kept going and the other guy said quit u crazy animal or sumthin close to that. it ticked him off cuz it like resurfaced sum old emotions and stirred them up again so yea plus i guess he figured that hey i know i am crazy or whatever but i am no animal. so yeah. and when the family started eating people he killed them to release more emtoions and to sort of prove to his family thing that he was useful and stuff. and soo yeah i guess i am boring u guys. hehehe sorry!!! anyway well my aunt cindy called and she asked me about this game i have and the other 2 disk parts to it. and the n she said sum other stuff and then she said that she might be disappearing and then coming back in a few years when everyone is less stupid. and she'll be gone for years like she did last time she went away. i was little girl then and i didnt really know what happened. not that i didnt care but i was too small to have real opinions about it. i wanted to see her and i missed her but i didnt know the wholoe sit. so i didnt have real opinions on it. soo yeah i hope she doesnt disappear cuz that will suck. she says she still wants to keep in touch with me and my lil bro but not with anyone else so yeah. *sigh* whatever anyway my baby bear had his birthday party. it took forever to get out the house. we went to pick up the cake and my friend ro who agreed to come with us. thank god cuz it could have been boring a little bit. we had fun talking and eating. this guy at cici's was like starring at us while we ate. i was like wooh ok. and i asked my dad for change for a 5 dollar bill and he was like say please. so i was like please sarah. i meant to say sire but it didnt come out that way. my little bro was a total a** the whole time. >.< but i had fun anyway. so yeah soo that was my day. ^^