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*sigh* It has been a while hasn't it. Wow. Time has been slightly cruel to me. My days are all mixed up, events are being misplaced, and the family is once again being retarded. Well today I went to the viewing for my great grandmother's brothers funeral. Yesterday we went to Louisanna and to East Texas or west i dunno but i was towards Louisanna. My aunt has cut her phone-line and only i know that's why we can't get a hold of her on the phone. She's fxing to leave. Her new place is waiting for her. Her contract on this apartment is almost up so she's almost completely outta here. All the stuff she has borrowed is returned. She told me the area she'll be disappearing to. Not a specfic location but a general direction she'll be traveling to. *sigh* Okay erm my best friend and me haven't spoken in a while. It's killing me. I wanna call but I just can't get myself to do it. Ashley is having issues and i can't help or talk to her becuase of parental reasons. I'm constantly screwing up here and I'm paying for it. I am lost and I can't figure out what to do. The funeral has brought a bunch of issues to my attention that are making me slightly depressed. Sleeping and staring at nothing consumes my time. I'm slowly getting sick. I have a cough and a fever. I have nothing to do and right now i wish someone could save me.