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Why can't it be the way it used to?...
'I'm still ticked off at you... I don't care... You had no right... No one deserves to feel like their worthless... But that's exactly how I felt... Each day that passed... Feeling like every single time that they were the one that was forgotten... and each time just the slightest hope that they might be remembered... Just that slim chance that maybe you'll think "Oh my gosh!" and rush on and talk... But every single stupid time... turns out you're just a fake... taking what you want when you want... not actually caring what that person feels.... it's all about you isn't it?... and then you run off and start ticking their best friend off! ...Sometimes I wish I had never made that promise... But since I have I must keep it... I am not going to break a promise... not even if I don't want to keep it... I can't believe I'm even putting this down... Chrissy... Please... i don't want to feel like this anymore... I hate it... Please...' cry 'I wish it was like how it used to be... I wish it... but I don't think it'll come true...' -_- 'What am I to you anyways?... Just some stupid girl...That's prolly what your friends think of me... But what they misunderstand is that... that girl has feelings... she has a heart that's as easily broken as any other person... that's what they don't understand... I wonder if you even understand it... You don't do you?... You don't think I have feelings... But I do... They're here... I can feel it... they're something that I treasure... yet shun... I hate it... maybe if I didn't have feelings we wouldn't be dong this... maybe if I didn't have feelings none of this would have happened in the first place... But I do... whether you like it or not... if you want to keep me... You'd better learn to accept them... to be careful... cause every thing you do... every move you make... puts it on the brink... to teeter off or to stay on solid ground... Chris.... Don't let me fall...'
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