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'It seems like anything I do isn't good enough for my mom... the slightest mistake and she's slamming me down with comments... and they hurt a lot... but I put up with it... cuz my dad tells me to....' -_- 'I'm not to make her anymore angry than what she is... and it gets so frusterating sometimes... I wanna hit her.... But I don't because I told my dad I wouldn't...' -_-

'So anyways... whenever I'm quiet at school everyone thinks there's something wrong... there is but... I can't ever get away... It feels like I'm just surrounded by people all the time and I can't breathe... I just wanna be by myself for awhile......' -_- 'But there's no where I can do that.... so yeah I'm stuck suffocating crowded by people and feel totally alone...'

'Ok! Enough of that stuff... In band yesterday we tried to play "Lord of the Rings" music (A.K.A Lord of the Tires due to misreading >.< wink and when we were done Mr. Bullock (our band director) sat there for a moment then said, "Now I know why this has been sitting on my desk for so long" whee ^ ^;; 'I think we did pretty well actually cuz that was a college piece of music... the clarinets sounded bad though...' sweatdrop 'You could actually hear pars of the movie in it... twas kewlness!' ^ ^ 'The saxophone part was rather easy... not many articulations and stuff... we had most of the background music...' sweatdrop 3nodding

'And to you Mr. Madman I did not give my mother poison ivy...' whee ^ ^ 'We're going to be moving in awhile to Sherman, Texas because the house we're living in belong to about eight other people...' stare 'We got ripped off... we had almost paid off for the house when suddenly we find out that the person we've been paying doesn't own it and hte woman who did told us and my mom looked at the name chart and saw a lot of people saying they owned the house... and people said that she's done this before...' -_- *hates that lady* 'So we're fixing up the old house in Sherman where we used to live and we're going to be moving back this summer... sdo looks like I won't be attending highschool here...' crying 'I have better friends here than in Sherman... Ah wells...

'So that's my life as far as that goes.l.. I'll keep ya posted... I've always wanted to say that...' whee ^ ^;; *huggles everyone* 'Bye you guys!!!' *hops off singing a tune* whee