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In laziness, I call upon the gift of summary to sum up my life since spring break.

I went to Shasta. Got there on Wednesday, went to my Mom's on Thursday. I had to wait at her house looking all retarded for like 20 mins cause I had no idea where she was and the door was looked. I kept calling her, but she never answered. Eventually she came home (in a new car with a not-screaming baby ^ ^) and I realized the whole time I was calling her home phone and not her cell phone. Anyway, so later that I walked around town with Casey and Lizzie. We had lots of gum. Them Rachel (Kauffman) came over and we walked around and did what we always do when we see Rachel (K). We ended up hanging out Sission at night for a while, and that was fun.

I had planned to reserve me Saturday (which was the only full day I could hang out with people because they had school and I was leaving on Sunday) for Hannah, but nooooooo. She had mono. And she didn't even get it from James. It was just like, 'poofi'mthemonofairyyouhavemononow!' Goddamit-I know. So that sucked a lot. On Friday Casey, Deandra, and Jamie came over. We bleached my hair on the front porch, and it hurt like fook. Omg, it sucked so bad. I had to have my glasses off, so I couldn't see and I couldn't do anything. I tried to play video games and that was hard. I had to have s**t on my head for an hour and a half. The whole time I was cussing out Kero, my cuddly little gay cat. So after we did that, we kinda walked around for a while and acted retarded, then decided to go to Jamie's and stay the night. We went to Deandra's house so she could get her stuff and she gave me a cool dress, then we went to Jamie's where we had to wait like half an hour so her crazy Christian aunt could come and bring her pills. While waiting, we run into Roxy, who invited us to Char's house where a party was apparently forming. So we changed plans and decided to do that then and come home.

What's annoying about Roxy is how she treats everyone. The entire walk over to Char's, she kept making pointers about how I couldn't drink because I was too young and crap like that. And I'm not sure how this works, but every time I see her, she's still 15. Either she's not aging or I'm not paying attention. Whatever. She's only a year or two older than me and she was sort of annoying but what can you do? Casey left Char's apartment around 10, saying it took him an hour to get home or some lame excuse like that. Deandra, Jamie, Lizzie and I left around one. When we were leaving, this creepy old fat guy knocked on the door and told us to shut up, he had a cold, he had to work the next morning, and we needed to be respectful of our neighbors. He repeated that he was sick and has work like 12 times. I was all tweaked out and like, 'why's he still talking...?'

We started walking home. It was far, but not that far, and Lizzie just had to stop by Sabon's house and scream at his window for him to come outside. She kept saying she was almost legal or something. It was pretty creepy. Also, I was allegedly asking Jamie if we could have sex (Lizzie, I was JOKING). Walking home was a huge drag, because Deandra could hardly walk by herself and kept falling over, I was paranoid and thought we'd get in trouble (I don't know if there's curfew in Shasta and it was like 1:30 in the morning and we were being incredibly loud), and Lizzie kept getting pissed at me. I'm not sure why, but they insisted on taking like the longest route home possible. I was annoyed because I hadn't eaten all day and I was hella tired. We got home around 2:20 and dude, it was creepy. Chuck, Jamie's (dead) mom's husband, was still there and all drunk and creepy. The house was frocking disgusting and dark. (Oh yeah, and when we went there earlier, Chuck was like, 'I think you should call you're mom and tell her where you'll be.' and Jamie was all, 'I can't. She's dead, stupid.' He's soooo crazy). Deandra threw up in Jamie's basement, which is also her room and then passed out on a mattress next to Lizzie.

I guess Chuck had let his dogs in her room while we were gone because there was dog crap everywhere and Jamie was reallllllllly miffed. She made Chuck clean it up. I was slightly scared of Chuck, so I was all, '******** this, I'm not getting into this one' and just leaned against the wall the whole, suppressing laughs as Chuck explained that he had 'brought [Jamie's mom] back to life twice, but couldn't the last time'. See, she died by ODing on Chuck's drugs. Jamie called the cops and they came over. While they were over, Chuck 'tripped' over her dead body and 'accidentally' spilled water on her. He said that's how he bought her back the other two times. Good times, really.

So Friday was obviously very screwed up. Saturday we walked around for while downtown and ditched Dana, who is a total druggie now. Nice. Then later, I hung out with Rachel and we went to the city park and were retards. That was fun.

Yup, that sums up my Spring Break.

More recently, though, there has been drama with Koryn and Ashton. Fortunately, I'm not gonna write about it. What's the point?
So la la la, the dance was last night. I went with Ashton and it was pretty fun, not sucky like the other ones. Tiernan and Jay went together, and looked lusciously awesome in lilac XD I had a good time, and so did everyone else....so yippee...?..

On a more depressing note, Jay has made like a bajilloion edits of ch. 6 of BFF and powwow I think I'm gonna lose (I'm gonna win (sorry, I believe in magical thinking, and I have say I won to even it out XD ) ) . I want to message David Levithan and be like, "Let me explain!!!! I was rushed, I only had three more pages I could left and 10 mins on the compy. GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE!" Ugh. I just need to win. Or win sometime. If I lose, I have four more years to try again. Someone hug me ;_;

I've got fans!!! People like BFF. It's awesome. There's this one cool fanguy from like Texas. He's awesome. I also posted that letter I wrote to Hannah (sincerely, reality - http://www.fictionpress.com/u/523337/) and got a few nice reviews, which is sweet. I didn't think anyone would even get it enough to like it but whatever. I've been working on starting chapter 7 and starting a few new poems, but time is hard to find!

Something that never fails to amaze me is how I can never gauge my reactions. When I heard that James broke up with Hannah, I was pissed off and sad. I actually called James and bitched at him, told him he was making a mistake. Anyway, Hannah doing better now which is good. I think next time I go there things will happen (lol) and I'll be singing Infra-Red in a positive way.

(nowthatI'velookedinto,agothorgywouldsuck.givemehannahinsteadXD )
SONGS ^ ^

That's All Lies by Jet

My my, at it again
Put your finger in the handgun
I fall down and I try to get up
But you smack me like a pinball

Soul...where did it go?

C-C-C climb to the top of the mountain but your still alone
K-K-K kicken' down your front door
But your never home

That's all lies
(I wanna see, yes I wanna see)
That's all lies
(but everybody close the door on me)
That's all lies
(I think I'll download a brand new head)
That's all lies
(I'm already dead)
And I think I've seen the light,
Yeah I, I'm gonna be here a long time

My my, at it again
But you said you don't need it
My my, pie in the sky
Ain't ever gonna hit me

Soul...where did it go?

C-C-C climb to the top of the mountain break ya backbone
K-K-K kicken' at your front door
But your never home

That's all lies
(I wanna see, yes I wanna see)
That's all lies
(but everybody close the door on me)
That's all lies
(I think I'll download a brand new head)
That's all lies
(I'm already dead)
And I think I've seen the light,
Yeah I think I see the light, I'll be here for a long time, Yeah

The New Romance by Pretty Girls Make Graves

It started in our basement
It started in our bedroom
Got it in the basement
Got it in the bedroom
Got it in the garage
Got it in on the rooftop
Burns the fire inside my head

It's revealing, fascinating
We got it, we set the motion
Now we have it in our hands
We're selfish with the new romance
What's ours is ours, and ours is secret
There's no point in explanation
If you don't know, then you won't know

Restless, fed up tough and clever
Wishing this would last forever
Is futile when, you know it won't