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well after this dance i am pretty much paralyzed over the ginormous amount of symbolism in it all. It seems as though time was frozen and i was the only one who could see it...and let me tell you, realizing it after is nothing like realizing it as it happens. This is why you all thought i was emo. i was simply comprehending the complexity of it all. Did anyone notice the christmas lights. They were stars if i ever saw them. These stars are in fact people. All stars are people. You make a wish...it is a person that makes it come true. There we are brought to the fact that wishes come true among the stars and indeed they did(i.e. jessie). Then the colors of black and white showed how uniform life is.....but how wild the heart is. It appears as though i am wrong. The heart does not follow a specific pattern, it fluctuates on its own, kept by nobody.(ha...i sound like ansem xp )anywho...this brings me to me staring into the distance. That one star far away. I am still having trouble with it now. I cannot concieve who it represented. Tasmia? i thought that maybe. Mabye me, far away and tethered to existence by the others he cares about. i just dont know. It is really quite confusing. All of this put maslow's hierarchy into play, jessie dancing with cheschi, everyone having a good time in general. I was able to stand by and observe the unfolding events which left me quite awestruck. There is even more there that i could rant about but ill let you figure it out by yourself. After all of this i saw just how odd the workings of everything is. The answer to life the universe and everything is anything you make it. This also applies to the question. Then after all of this....to end the perfect night....snow. of all things, snow. Drifting gently down, embodying peace and harmony among beings. It was as if the world understood everything and decided to be nice. Snow stands for so many things... i just cannot describe...it is a beutiful force of nature. If you really ant a better explanation of it, turn to jessie, our in house snow expert.wow...i really didnt even get a fifth of the symbolism on that run...i might try again...i might not...im sure you will all see something i missed...but thats alriight because it is open to interpretation. I really am baffled at it all. If you have a theory i really really want to hear it so please comment...on any of it...the far away star, the snow, the fact that i was even there is what suprises me most. I guess im a victim of my own wrongness about hearts...oh well...