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Mood ~Hell is my Heaven right now~
Music ~Just the noise of mechanical function~
Doing at this moment ~Researching becoming a bartender~
My world often seems like Hell but today was just a taste of it all. Recently I think dying would be better sometimes. I was born knowing death so I do not fear it. I feel sometimes if I am Deathe. I feel compelled to do things that just shouldn't be done normaly. I will do things without feeling. Talk of death with no emotion. I feel as stone and people don't help matters any. I try to act happy, try to convince myself I CAN be happy, and people find THAT time to be bitches. They will remind me that life is so insignifigant what's the point. They will choose THAT time to make me hate the humn race again. Everytime I try to be happy...something makes me never want to see the sun again.
<center>Sunlight shadows
Morning sky lance
Won't you be kind?
I don't have much time
There was something I saw
I thought it could have been better then this
But what good is a world that wants you
If your mind just rejects you
Let alone my simple path
You have your own to travel lightly
See me standing here no more
I�ll block your image from my sun
Cold n' ice is all that's left
My, we have a memory
For now, it seems as long
I know you let go hard
It hurt on my way down
Hold in mind my mind
I couldn't see a darkness
The day is longer then the night
I want to dream away these fantasies
Only I know hatred stronger
Let me learn all I can
I'll show you how determined I can be
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 Paranine · Wed Mar 16, 2005 @ 02:22am · 8 Comments |
