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<center><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v162/Aogail/FrostWind/Rhapsody.jpg" alt="~P1N|<~ Manic Rhapsody"></center>
I think you wouldn't miss the world now
Mood ~Seeking one of the three Gates~
Music ~Background sounds (I stopped paying attention)~



<center>I feel like falling
You are not there anymore
I know that familiar face that walked on by
But I know for sure that you're not there inside
It's an empty shell
A lot like me but I'm still here


How many times do I have to think of you
Before I scream myself to death
How many times do I have to dream of you
Before I never wake up again
How many times do you have to hurt me
To know that I can bleed


The sky looks so grey
I swear I am looking at your heart
The one I knew so well for so long so strong
Yet now it is gone from me and I mourn its death
Like it was ever mine
I should have known you'd do this to me



How many times to I have to see you
Before I'll forsake my sight
How many times do I have to talk to you
Before my voice will leave me forever
How many times do you have to forsake me
While you say you are my friend



I see nothing now
You turned my eyes from life
Your example is so disconcerting I forgot to breath
You murder me in your attempt to reach the sun
I know your closed heart now
And I wish I could forget

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Paranine
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  • User Comments: [5]
    Oh my dear GOD, you epitimized my emotion! I'm not even sure what to say. I could never list in words all the things that were wrong, and now, to hear them from YOU. Why is it so convoluted, why does it have to be so warped? But I guess it's warped because I won't let it go... Sorry, I'm not makeing sense... I'm gonna go listen to "Perfect Enemy" till I stop feeling.
    -Sus

    comment sussrious · Community Member · Fri Apr 01, 2005 @ 03:26am
    O no you are making sense...though I guess I would understand something like that...Is it so wierd to hear this from me? <<;

    comment Paranine · Community Member · Fri Apr 01, 2005 @ 07:14pm
    Yes, but if I told you why, you'd hate me. xd Hm... I have an idea for my journal though!

    comment sussrious · Community Member · Mon Apr 04, 2005 @ 02:57am
    That's not true! Why would I hate you? I don't hate anyone just for what they say. It takes a hell of a lot more to get me pissed 3nodding heart

    comment Paranine · Community Member · Mon Apr 04, 2005 @ 08:26pm
    stare *Imagines pissed off Paranine* How MUCH more?
    No, words never incite hatred. Only actions, yes?

    comment sussrious · Community Member · Wed Apr 06, 2005 @ 02:34am
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