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'I feel so sad... and so alone
What am I doing here?
I don't want to feel...
Don't want to hate...
Don't want to be alive...
What is my use?...
To make other people happY while I am not?
To pretend to be happy when all I want to do is drown in sorrow?
I hate this feeling...
Who the hell does he think he is?
Some protector?... Some savior?
He isn't mine... Yet... I don't tell it so...
I hate...
I fear...
But yet I continue to pretend otherwise...'
'This is bullsh**!!!... Forget this... just ignore me...' stare