There are things I so dearly wish to forget.
Past memories that I remember used to make me happy.
And now, nothing.
They come to mind and make me cry.
I hurt inside like never before, thinking about things over and over again.
I have become scared of too many things and my mentality is becoming less stable.
My body aches because of what is happening to it.
My mind aches because I think about these things so wrongly and too frequently.
But when it hurts its all I can think about, and sometimes I wish to no longer
feel pain anymore. I want to rid my body and mind of all the things that hurt me.
A fake smile and a laugh will not make it better anymore.
I am weaker and tired
[[ My Dedication To Niki ;_; <3 ]]
She is not the one I used to remeber
Her pale skin cold as December
I hold her hand and start to cry
Is she the one that will really die?..
Her decieving eyes that hid the clues
A smile that never told us what she planned to do
The freckles on her face,
That outlined a place,
Where she would be,
Alone and free
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