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Remind me to break up this battle between my heart and my concience

I never thought love was such a terrible thing
But lately it's been nothing but pain
Thought I could survive, but all it brings
Is cliched moments of crying in the rain

I want to be saved from this
But I won't let go
I still dream of your kiss
Knowing I'll never taste it though

What I wouldn't give to be with you
But I'm sick of it, I never want to see you again
I want you so badly
No, not after were you've been

You're a toxin to be now
You have been from the moment she touched you
You're deadly to me now
And I'm craving suicide

Someone please stop me
Before someone gets hurt, namely me
Tie me up, and put me away
Do what it takes to keep me away

One last fantasy before the memory is gone
Quickly now, take it, I don't want to remember
Just hang on a little longer
Give up, let go, he's too far gone

I will not cry any longer
I'm already drowning in my tears
But the only comfort I receive
Is to cry myself to sleep

What to do, what to do.