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So, I wrote this a while ago actually, I want to know what you think.

yeah, I know it's pretty emo...but I was feeling pretty emo when I wrote it.... 3nodding

For so long I sat waiting
All by my lonesome
For an answer I sought to a question I dare not ask
A formal answer I received not
But rather a slap in the face if you will
I wish I had not seen what I had
For all the woe it would have saved
So now I sit, not waiting for a answer
But for a band-aid to place over the hurt
The loss
The disappointment
And the hate
It kills me slowly to know he knows nothing of this
He doesn't know how I want him so
He doesn't know that her actions are like a stake through my heart
He knows nothing of my heart
Part of me strives to keep it as such
That part that tells me to go on, to let this spell run it's course and fade away
But another part screams at me to tell him
And not let him get away, for this moment may very well be evanescent
And it hurts to think that I may never have him when I want him so
Hence, I sit restless in limbo
Still waiting
Who knows for how long