Okies, I went to the Gaia Game Discussion Forum. I found out a few things. It is just absolutely CRAWLING with noobs. The poor things think that Gaia is a game!!!!!! /sigh. I keep telling everybody its just a chat forum with interseting things. crying nobody listens crying
I will say this though, in the threads that are not crawling with the noob-virus there are some really neat peoples. And theyre type more than, 'this belongs in another thread! move it or beware of the FLAME! evil My GOD what the ******** is wrong with those people. So I think I'll be a guiding light to the noobs and cure the noob-virus as much as I can.
Taking on the noobs of Gaia... whew this is gonna be tough...
But I think I'll start hanging out there. It seems like a cool place with people who are interested in the same sorta things I am. Or at least have the same mindset as I do. Do I thank my husband or was it in me all along just waiting for the right moment to crawl out of it's dark, dirty little hole and shine? I like games. I've always like computers. i used to make computer games. ....... i dont think ANYBODY but my Kevin knows that. Heh, ... hey Alexis, guess you too now know >.<
So some things have been going on at home. My mom has less than 6 months to live. So I have to start taking care of everything and everybody. That means MONTHS of past due bills due to her poor management and illness. My fathers dependency on my mother will not go over well when she passes away and has to come to terms with the fact that I - his daughter - he now has to depend on. Which is nobody's fault but his own. He should have been helping my mother in the first place. I copletely blame him for that. I also blame him for her being sick the way she is now because with his help she would not be this ill. It's ok though, when we first found out she had cancer i said some EXTREMELY harsh words to her, words I will regret for the rest of my life. But my father is actually dumb enough to blame THE ACTUAL CANCER on me saying those thinsg to my mother and therefor me.
Me and my husband (of 20 eek ) now have to take care of a household of seven! 7!!! I cannot do this. So much for school. I'm not even going to bother to call them now. And I will also have to take care of David. So that's 8 people. No job, still feel like s**t unless I am ******** up. But I will reassure you that it is nothing like the day I decided to stop. LMAO dude it was soooo ******** terrible back then. I swear. As soon as I start feeling completely well and get all of this under control I think I may go work at the NA help line. That would be lovely.
Yeah, I still can't get a doctor to tell me what is wrong with my back. I'm hoping I'll be able to get some sort of office job so I dont have to stand and bend ALL day long. Just some of it. Jesus Christ why don't you come save my life now. Opem my eyes blind me with your light now.... yeah right. Wish I woulda had that conversation with Alexis' grandpa... fuxxors that song... a little bit blaugh
But I've done enough complaining forreal. I've just got WAY TOO MUCH s**t ON MY MIND s**t that i just cannot handle cuz im too much of a ********. And that, my little brain that is reading this, is why you are going to take on the Noobism of Gaia. Because you can't help yourself or the ones you love, so hurry and help all the digital dots on the screen as fast as you can - before you can't pay for the internet and have to pawn your computer.
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jesus i hope somebody is with me
 Future Mistake · Sat Mar 05, 2005 @ 12:23pm · 0 Comments |
