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~X~ The Black Thoughts of a Wasted Lover ~X~
The same as most others around here, I am sure. Just the random thoughts and ramblings of a 23 year old college student. Along with random art and other things I do from time to time.
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Ok, so me and my boyfriend frank had been dating for 3 years. He decided to leave me one day. just woke up and was like "later" hasnt called me or anything for a week and is avoiding me like the plague even though i have left messages saying i dont want to get back together i just want him to get his stuff from my place. He says im causing drama by trying to get him to get his stuff and that im stalking him. PLEASE!
Im going to take an EPO out on him tomorrow cuz he beats the s**t outta me cuz hes a "real man" stare

anyways, I took his V. If you dont know what that means im not going to explain it because youre probably underage and dont need to know anyway. so now hes all like, i dont want to be with you but no body else can either....

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BUT.. I've met this REALLY sweet and fun and EXTREMELY hottie guy named Will. So I'm definitely going to be hanging out with him a bit more and frank will just have to deal with it. he left - his loss. I feel like we broke up with each other like a year ago though but that we just continuted to stay together for some reason. i dunno. But thsi guy Will... he is so sweet and he cuddles with me and touches me (not freak touchin --yet xp ) but i dont know how to react because i was just abused for so long that its like its almost a whole new experience for me again. Im afraid he'll think that im cold and that i dont like him because of it. but i really dont feel like getting into that part of my past relationship with him yet. But I think things will work out well. If you guys have any advice I'd love to hear it smile



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    good luck with it! ^_^ i know how you feel though, similar thing has ahppened to me. only, not the exact same, long story... anyways, if i were yo9u, i would simply let things go as they will, and let yourself forget what happened, forget about frank, and look to Will for comfort instead. sweatdrop i hope that made sence! and i hope i helped.

    comment Forbiddens song of misery · Community Member · Sat Apr 09, 2005 @ 05:03am
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