I felt the hate rise up in me;
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves;
I wander out where you can't see;
Inside my shell I wait and bleed
~x~ Slipknot - for Celle ~X~
A Universal Truth: Carrots just taste better with brown sugar
Ok last time I posted it was just a tiiiiny bit melo-dramatic.. stressed So I suppose I will need some sort of update after a post like that.
My grandmother lied. My mother is not going to die in 6 months. Tell me how ******** up that is!
We're still broke, dunno how that situation is going to turn out. Just wait and see I suppose.
I've decided that while the opportnity is still around I am going to be as responsibility free as humanly possible. I dont like that phrase. Who knows the limitations of what is 'humanly possible' I'm going to be as responsibility free as I possibly can be. Then when that days comes I will have no regrets.
Now then. What compelled me to post tonight?
I had been playing Gaia for a few months when I answered this little girl's questions. She started PMing questions to me and requested to be my friend. I didn't think anything about it. She told me she was 8 and I've always talked to her about stuff that'd I'd talk to my little cousin about. Favorite candy was a topic once lol. wink
Well she said something once that somewhat disturbed me. I dont remember what it was exactly but it was about stalkers and being alone. Like something you would see on Dateline or some crap. Well I just kinda chuckled like she was joking and didnt say anything about it.
Tonight she did it again. We have this routine. I log on and minutes later she sends me a PM saying hello, wassup. Tonight was no different. My reply tonight was, "Trying to think of a layout for a shop I'm going to open." Her response was, and I quote, "o how about this
where am i?why do you want to know?are you a staker?"
Actually, here is our entire conversation:
xeditgirlsnamex WastedLoverX xeditgirlsnamex WastedLoverX xeditgirlsnamex WastedLoverX trying to decide on a layout for a shop im going to make o how about this where am i?why do you want to know?are you a staker? huh? i, completely confused nvm im typing in code to my friend its fun okies smile Just as long as your parents are around and you're safe I'm cool with it biggrin what does that mean
As you can tell I was at a complete loss as to what to say to her so I ended up saying something retarded and sounding all super conservative lmao. I suppose I feel better about it all that way, but I still can't help but feel like something is REALLY odd. Am I thinking about this too much maybe? I've talked to kids before and NEVER had this sort of response. I've worked around kids for years in the past, and in some ******** up situations too. I've seen parents do some really ******** up s**t, but this is just making me feel ******** weird and I dont like it.
 Future Mistake · Thu Apr 07, 2005 @ 04:00am · 2 Comments |
