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I'm afraid of what mite happen

I'm so scare that nightmares have hunted my dreams

but there's nothing I can do about it

I guess it can't be help

things like that always happen

and is part of life

is something I'm going to have to survive

I know it will hurt

I know I mite end up feeling the worst pain of all

if I do survive it will change me

I don't know if it will be a good change

all I can do is wait

wait and see what mite happen if all falls apart

I guess it is stupid of me to be afraid of something

that hasn't happen yet

but why do I feel like it will

I guess I'm only getting ready

so went the time comes

it wont hit me so hard

I only hope it never happens