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I think I'm still in a state of shock. Again. Though I kninda knew that it would happen. My psychic powers aren't just joking matter, after all. LoL and freak outtime hasn't QUITE set in yet. Although the rush of adrenaline that I got was quite overwhelming. I suppose I still AM freaking out. xD LoL no, Jamie hasn't asked me to marry him (yet). And if he asks me anytime before about October, I'll probably shoot him down. Don't ask me why. I'm just weird like that.

ANYWAY, he asked me if I wanted to move to England with him! =D Can you believe that he was expecting a "no" answer? LoL silly, silly man. Lisa told me that he was worried because of my parents not supporting this, and I was like, *ahem* ******** MY PARENTS! It's my life, not theirs, which I'm slowly coming to realize. I mean, this presents a totally new set of opportunities for me! AND I get to spend lots and lots AND LOTS of time with <3 Jamie <3.

So I'm going to be around for the next two quarters (winter and spring) and then in summer, I'm going to try to go back to good ol Camp Willson, and then after Camp Willson = ENGLAND!!

*commence freak out time*

LoLzes, I'm freaking out about nothing, again. PMS does that to me, dammit! crying But yea, it's because Jamie asked me to move to England. ZOMG! What am I going to DO over there? I HAVE to get a job cause there's NO WAY I'm freeloading. NO FREAKING WAY! LoL the only person that I'd ever freeload off of is Katey. (xD I'm just kidding!) Sheesh, I feel bad enough making my parents pay all this money for school, I couldn't DO that to anyone. And I'm buying my OWN plane ticket. NO ARGUEMENT THERE!! domokun

I just need to quit WORRYING! I'm going to KILL myself from stress if this keeps up. Everything happens for a reason. Everything happens for a reason everything happens for a reason. This is just going to test my willpower over my parents. I REFUSE to let them win!! domokun for right now, I'm just going to focus on school getting an on campus job, and securing my place at Camp Willson thius summer. Keep me in your prayers everyone, okay? I'm going to need all the grace from God that I can get!! Especially when it comes to not slaughtering my parents!