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I waited.
In the light of the moon, when the rain began to fall...
I waited.

I watched you.
Licking her lips, kissing her neck,
I watched you and saw everything in crystal clarity

And I heard you.
Your golden lips parted sweetly, and you opened your blue eyes.
And I heard how much you loved me.

I listened to you.
Heard you dream, heard your breath when you lay your head in my lap to sleep.
I listened.

You, who know every curve of my body,
You who slept trustingly in my house.
In my bed...
You who brought the sun in the evening if I wished it.

You who betrays me daily in search of something bloodless and cold,
You, my keeper, my soul fire...

You who lay with her at night thinking only of the way my lips feel on your soft skin.
To you, my sweet romance,
May the heavens deeply pity the light in your life.
For it will leave you just as broken as you left me.
These tears are not for you...

And when you were broken by the your Nameless one,
I could only hope you knew that was how it felt to be me.
To know how bad it hurt to be scarred by your trust,
Maimed by your own purity.
I wish you only the best,
I pray that you never speak my name,
Because my name is not yours to cry for any more.