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Okay, so two of the people in the scene didn't know their lines at all. And they should have been studying even if they didn't hear her say that we needed them memorized by the next rehearsal. Still, what does she do? She gets all high and mighty over it. She acts so dissappointed in us, so that makes us all agitated and grumbling. And we're scared. As much as this is our show, she can boot any of us out. She's double- and triple-cast most of the roles and if one of the people is stumbling over their lines... she could just boot that person out to try make it easier on everyone else. But that just makes us mess up more, stumble over words, forget blocking... But whatever. I know I'm biased, but this is just gonna get more annoying as we get closer to the show...

On another note, I'm having a few issues with one of my friends... Yeah, she tells me to be more accepting of her and my other friend. Because I don't really believe that she's a pyromaniac. And my other friend's response is "You don't know her as well as I do. You haven't seen her with matches." Please tell me if I'm being unreasonably cynical, but I think that it takes more than liking fire to be a pyromaniac. I mean, I like a good blaze, myself, and I could sit in front of one for quite a while. That doesn't make me a pyromaniac. As far as I know, because I admit I've never known a diagnosed pyromaniac.

Beyond that, though, there's the added insult that she's saying to me that she knows my other friend that I do, saying that I don't even know what she's like. It may be true that she hangs out with her more, but that hurts, for her to say that, it's almost like saying that she's not my friend anymore. But maybe I'm drawing unfair conclusions. I just don't know. I know that she didn't mean to hurt me, she just mwant to prove me wrong. Maybe it's because I don't have anyone who I would say is closer to me and Im closer to her than anyone else. The one girl that I would say that I trust more than any other is this other girl's girlfriend! I can't compete with that! I can't say that I'm closer to her than her own girlfriend! I'm confused, and so are you, probably, after that.

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